Confused

Some things you never get used to.  It‘s been over seven years, and I still have dreams in which things are like they used to be.  I‘m not talking about sex¹ but about being together in various activities.  This morning I dreamed that I woke up and just appreciated her being still asleep beside me.  Then I woke up for real and was very confused for a while at her sudden disappearance.

When God makes love the mingling of the fountains of two hearts
Who laugh and can‘t remember when they ever flowed apart
Well, they‘re just seeing previews of a time not far away
When Jesus, Prince of heaven, and the Bride He loves are one to stay.

— Evie Johnson

¹If marriage to you is mainly sex, divorce is not far away.